Went to a treatment center tonight and saw my type of girl: hot body and strange looking face. or really just ugly, but not redneck white trash ugly, cute ugly, rich girl ugly, ah that's it. I dont know, im in love. She seems to be a hippie, and the last girl i dated was kinda of nerdy hippie girl. I like nerdie girls, those cool ones will wear you out, man. Sometimes when they are real nerdy they don't have a clue you are providing them something better than that douche bag with the tattoo on his arm he got out of the book in the front of the tattoo parlor. These nerds around here trip me out. Being a loser nerd fuck head is like most americans: they just copy what other ppl do. Trite, Banle sp. same shit over and over again. Fuck I might not look like shit head with the right fitting clothes, and im not going to say I like what I wear, or they are comfortable, becuase nerds are always saying shit like that, "at least im comfortable, I dont care what tattoo douche thinks," but i and a least one other person in this world knows you do care or you wouldn't be saying anything. WHEN YOU DONT CARE YOU DONT CARE. Fucking nerds, "I dont care what people think" Yeah you dont. I can play oblivion till my fingers bleed and learn hacker talk.
but I talk the thoughts I think, not what I think you think you want to think. Although, staying clean has giving me the ability to know what's appropriate and what's not, and it's also allowed me to see when im trying to fit in or stand out etc. Today I know the best way to maintain my integrity with ppl who are insecure is not say nothing. I use to think ppl who dont talk or have nothing to say were lame, but now I see most have nothing to say. When trying to be down with people i shouldn't give a shit about, I always catch myself thinking, "ok, what is the least racy, low key non significant thing I can say," if you go beyond that you are weird or agressive or anything but cool. FUCK YOU TATTOO FAGGOtS. THAT shit is lame.
They and them are just floating around either unaware or too scared to fix what's wrong with there lives.
Long live recovery and ugly girls. shout out to deaRp21 and KidL1dar 2. Free kevin mitnick and uzlus()#
